d@mb@ k@sihMu..

Hudanesz pondered at 7:46:00 PM

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* Friday, March 28, 2003 *

"From what we get we can make a living, what we give, however, makes a life." - Arthur Ashe

Hudanesz pondered at 11:26:00 PM

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* Wednesday, March 26, 2003 *

someone got me into trouble..someone send me sort of virus or program that disable my mouse to work..someone wanna make a prank on me..someone i know maybe..or someone i don't know..whoever made this, how disgrace..shame on you..when i switched on to my computer a dialog box appeared wishing me "happy birthday dear"..beware people..if you find this kind of dialog box, just don't click on it..even the "x" mark..anyway, i'm cool with it..it's all good..good nite..:)

Hudanesz pondered at 12:08:00 AM

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* Monday, March 24, 2003 *

there's gonna be an extra member in my family soon..my mum's due in two weeks time..maybe less..weird cos i'm here and i cannot be by my mum's side through her labour period for the first time in my life...i wish i could be by my mum's side right now..
i'll pamper her a lot..i won't let her to do any house chores..let me and the rest of my siblings do it..but, that's only if i were there..yeah, that's absolutely the opportunity cost of me studying here..the time spent with my mum..mum, if you're reading this, remember that u'll always have my prayer..once and always..may Allah shower you with blessings and keep you in His tender care..u deserve it..there's no other woman compares to you..reminds me of my childhood days..i once took part in an essay competition while i was in standard six..i'm the one who always seek for my mum's consultations on almost everything..especially homeworks..:P
even colouring my drawing..i still remember ..my mum did the colour 'mixing' for me..my mum's good in drawing compared to me who's really bad in it..it's true..back to the essay thingy,i decided to write about my mum..i just told my mum about my intention and she said that it's up to me..at last, i've decided on the structure of the essay by myself (as it was about my mum)..
later, i was announced as the winner of that essay competition..kind of shocked cos there were lots of good writers in my school..i brought the news to my mum and she was happy for me and flattered too.all i can remember is the starting of my essay..i would like to dedicate it to my beloved mum..

"tiada kata secantik bahasa,
tiada gambar secantik lukisan,
nak ku luahkan perasaanku kepadamu"

thanks for being a great mum and having me as your daughter and I thank God for that..u've said that to me once and i quote it back to you..love you mum..forever and ever..

Hudanesz pondered at 12:26:00 PM

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* Saturday, March 22, 2003 *

weekend is so much heaven to me..i bet it's the same for others too..especially uni students..
well, enjoy it while it lasts!!!

Hudanesz pondered at 5:49:00 PM

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* Thursday, March 20, 2003 *

i went for the rally that was held in the city right after work..lots of ppl showed up for the rally which is good..met some frens there too..there were several of speeches before we started to march along the adelaide street...it's scary + sad tho to know that the war's started..but overall, life must go on..all we can do is pray and show some support against the war..to seri, diberque, hanerque, wan nani, sheereen, kak min, kak lynn and others in US, take care...

Hudanesz pondered at 11:24:00 PM

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* Wednesday, March 19, 2003 *

::work::work::work::work::
neverending story??

Hudanesz pondered at 9:43:00 PM

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How do you feel when you're photocopying things and u just want a single copy for that certain page, but instead it came out with 6 extra pages?? It happened to me last night when i tried to photocopy my information systems required reading that turned out to be so limited and so popular..the book's not always there in the library..and every book that have been checked out had on hold to it..yeah, and it took me 20 - 25 minutes to photocopy 32 pages + extra 6 pages of page 250..6 pages = 66 cents..and the extra pages exhausted my credits on the photocopy card..when it's dealing with money, it does matter..*grin*..i'm ought to have a photocopy machine after this..xerox maybe..:P..haha, such a resolution..yesterday, fliers are distributed to the uni students prior to the war on Iraq..There's gonna be several of rallies here to protest on the war..there's one today at 5 o clock at the city..couldn't come cos i'm working..world's not safe anymore..say no to war..together-gether we pray to Allah to protect us..aaminn..

Hudanesz pondered at 7:24:00 AM

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* Monday, March 17, 2003 *

i posted something a couple of minutes ago, but to my frustration, the thing that i typed disappear as soon as i posted it..
just not my luck today..but it's all good..there's a reason for everything..don't have to brood over it..write more later..till then, see ya'

Hudanesz pondered at 8:45:00 PM

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* Sunday, March 16, 2003 *

thought that i should write something before calling it a day..just finished doing the reflective diary for my economics subject..pretty tedious especially when you don't like to analyze your reading (academic reading of course!)..maybe i should change this attitude..be more critical..hmm..donno..spare the thinking for tomorro's chores..eminem's been dominating the music arena lately with a list of his hit songs..najwa should be happy..what do u think naj??i should turn in now...time's running out..huda, turn in now or else u'll be a zombie tomorrow...i'll end up sleeping the whole time during the lecture..not again..okeyh then, better go..to toyy, stay cool..

Hudanesz pondered at 11:36:00 PM

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this will absolutely be my first entry..geez..never wondered, but it's just happened..10 minutes ago, I was on the phone trying to make a phone call but the connection line was very poor ( thanks to supersaver for that )...So, I hung up the phone and played around with my computer..all of sudden, I realized that I got into this blogging thingy..yeah, not too impressive hey but I'm still surprised with what we called impromptu or unplanned.I've been bombarded with lots of tutorial questions need to be worked on aside from my dearest assignments..*sigh*..noticed the heading of my site? quite irrelevant but the thing is the words kept lingering on my mind..the effect of keep playing the song by j-lo and ll cool jay again n again without fail..kinda like that song..catchy tho..reminiscing what happened yesterday was funny..lately, because of the rainy season we're having here in brisbane, we somehow took it for granted when the shine shone so brightly / happily / merrily at the starting of the day...When naj and I got out from the lab, at about 2, the rain was pouring so heavily..we're stranded at the physics library together with kak shima, kima n anisah...after discussing for quite some time , despite the hesitation to get drenched , we managed to just 'redah' the rain..hehe..i couldn't remember when was the last time i had the 'rain shower'..must be a decade ago...the rain was pouring fiercely, and at that moment u can see 5 hooded girls were running 'gracefully' towards the campus college..it was bizarre..but sweet..:) hehe..*grin*...soaking wet maa...that will be the perfect time to see soo many damp clothes hangin' around just everywhere...o rite, i think i'm gonna turn in now..good nite mak, ayah, tahira, fatimah, man, ecad...miss u guys..

Hudanesz pondered at 12:12:00 AM

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