d@mb@ k@sihMu..

Hudanesz pondered at 11:04:00 PM

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* Sunday, April 27, 2003 *

*huda humming cheerfully*..i'm so happy today..called mom just now..it was so fun talking to her..we talked a lot about the baby and mom's experience in the operation theatre..it made me more and more anxious to go back home..time will fly so fast..by then u'll never wonder that u'll come this far..the baby loves to smile..she got lots of attention from the doctors and nurses by her striking feature..hehe..breathtaking..:) u wait ha, baby..sooner, ur big sister will cuddle and hug u and never let u go..u'lll see nanti..wait ha~~

Hudanesz pondered at 9:44:00 PM

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* Saturday, April 26, 2003 *

weird things happening to my template..i'm too lazy to strain my eyes on the html codes to fix it..i'll fix it later lah..ish, that thing can happen if u're too itchy playing around with the html codes..no pain no gain..:P in the mean time, i've uploaded some pictures on the Gallery..i'm yet to manage it properly, but, that can be done later..till then, ciao!

Hudanesz pondered at 4:17:00 PM

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* Thursday, April 24, 2003 *

i got a new sister!!!!!!!!!!! she was born last night on the 23rd of April at 11.25.. my mom went through an operation for the first time in her labour history and i was freaking out..couldn't sleep after receiving the news..thank God that both my mom and the baby were safe..as for my mom, she's a bit weak..hope she'll be fine soon..i wonder what's the name of my sister..i'll get back to u guys later kayh?

Hudanesz pondered at 9:08:00 PM

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* Wednesday, April 23, 2003 *

we went to watch What A Girl Wants recently..we think it's pretty cool..heartwarming as my fella fren quoted.."i love u a million red m&m's" ..speak of the devil..my mr. m&m's still resting comfortably in my bag now..catch up with u later kayh mr m&m's cos right now, mr. stomach has to rest..it's time to turn in..anyway, i vote colin firth for the blurrest man in the universe..who's with me??raise your armpit..:P hahaha..not funny hey ? i'll try harder after this..i bet not many of u know him..good luck to my mum..she'll be warded today and the doctor insists to induce the baby by tomorrow..pray that everything's go well..aamiinn..to cousin called ili, i'm not in the "talk to the hand" status anymore right?? we both owe each other an apology..tuipuchiii..:)hihihi..peace..alrighty, take care..

Hudanesz pondered at 12:18:00 AM

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* Monday, April 21, 2003 *

huda at the mo' = blur + blunt + bored
what else can i say ? nothing ..

Hudanesz pondered at 7:31:00 PM

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* Saturday, April 19, 2003 *

try to work out this friendship story..and just for leisure, see my so called wallpaper designed for miss najwa for her last birthday..:P

Hudanesz pondered at 2:41:00 AM

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* Thursday, April 17, 2003 *

Rise And Fall

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,
And less demands,
Given advice that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to be

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

cRaiG dAviD fEaT. sTiNg

Hudanesz pondered at 9:29:00 PM

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* Monday, April 14, 2003 *

been busy lately..i came across this question while doing the maxmark quiz prior to tomorrow's management exam..

What does the acronym MBO stand for?

[ A ] Management by organisations
[ B ] Management by objectives
[ C ] Mission by objectives
[ D ] Major body odour <----what the ????
[ E ] None of the above

lawak la.. me chuckled by myself..brilliant options..so, what's ur instinct of the answer ?? :P

Hudanesz pondered at 11:09:00 PM

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* Wednesday, April 09, 2003 *

::..sMiLe..::
She smiled at a sorrowful stranger.
The smile seemed to make him feel better.
He remembered past kindnessess of a friend
and wrote him a thank-you letter.
The friend was so pleased with the thank-you
that he left a large tip after lunch.
The waitress, surprised by the size of the tip,
bet the whole thing on a hunch.
The next day she picked up her winnings,
and gave part to a man on the street.
The man on the street was grateful,
for two days he'd had nothing to eat.
After he finished his dinner,
he left for his small dingy room
(He didn't know at that moment that
he might be facing his doom).
On the way he picked up a shivering puppy
and took him home to get warm.
The puppy was grateful
to be out of the storm.
That night the house caught on fire.
The puppy barked the alarm.
He barked 'til he woke the whole household
and saved everybody from harm.
One of the boys that he rescued
grew up to be President.
All this because of a simple smile
that hadn't cost a cent.

-->So, what are you waiting for ? Smile la...:)

@@****WORD OF THE DAY****@@
trepidation - uncertainty;apprehension; as, it's
normal to feel some trepidation the first day of school.

++++BaBbLe Of tHe Day!!!!++++
I mAde a BIG FOOL of myself yesterday..I was not fooled on the April Fool day but instead on the 8th April...How's that??eight days of delay...I called Ali as soon as I was reminded of her birthday by my Yahoo Reminder..Thanks to Yahoo for that..I was like " Ali!!! Happy Birthday!!!! " right at the moment she picked up the phone..She stuttered for a while and responded
" eRkk...birthday aku ker hari ini?? " I was like, yeah, of course...Don't u remember ur own buffday?? Then, she burst into gigantic, mega, bombastic laugh...i was stunned for 3 seconds while catching up for my breath..." Ali, you're not pulling my legs kan ? " AND THE WORST PART did HIT ME.."Huda, birthday aku 3 April maa.." Yai...mau tak terbaring.." ihikk..is that right?? "
sO, tHE moRal of The StORY, EvENtho u're the NenEK type (absent minded one)..u can't rely too much either on the technology which can help you to be 'less nenek'..sorry to all neneks out there..it's just a metaphor...:P

Anyway to ALI, i don't care...i still wanna wish you HAPPY BELATED BUFFDAY..forgive my mind absenteeism..but still, 20 tetap 20..
ps: to toy, how's the interview ??

Hudanesz pondered at 10:42:00 PM

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* Monday, April 07, 2003 *

lalallaala....okeyh, i have an IQ test here (not exactly..)..see, if we rub/massage our skin, somehow the redness will shows after a while showing the part that's aching (this theory i wasn't sure 100 percent ya..) but anyway, there's an exclusion to some of the mammals where they don't experience that sign...for example, elephants..so, the question is, why's the appearence of the redness doesn't apply to elephants??? so, to those who have been questioned by me before this especially kimah who just recently answered my dumb question 30 minutes ago, najwa n baya, mind that just keep the answer to urself kayh?? i reckon the question's not that hard..just see how ppl answer it..:)

Hudanesz pondered at 9:44:00 PM

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* Sunday, April 06, 2003 *

assalamualaikum..the trip to noosa was nice..had a great time there..relaxed..but it was really really hot..by the way, before i forget i wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MASTURA..remember, you're the same age as me..:P as a present, we treated her like a mermaid by burying her with sand while we're at the beach..at the same time, shahida and salwa took the chance to grab a birthday cake from the nearest shop..it was hilarious seeing mas being a mermaid..and not to be forgotten the "5 minutes static pose of fame" while playing the volleyball..tomorrow's gonna be the starting of the school week..guess that's it, till then, take care guys..

Hudanesz pondered at 10:21:00 PM

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* Saturday, April 05, 2003 *

last night was full..after a binge eating session at salwa's place, i felt super saturated..but anyway, thanx to salwa, dinie, sheereen n nadia for the invitation..it's salwa's birthday today..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I feel like scratching my throat..itchy maa..someone miswrote the age of salwa on her birthday card..salwa was frantic at first..that's funny..i wonder who did it..*wink wink* :p sometimes i can consider myself to have a split personality..maybe schizophrenic..can be frenzy at one time, then turn to saint..wicked hey? that's just me..my friends used to say "huda, kalau orang tak kenal kau rapat, mmg terkejut tgk kau yg sebenar.." at least, i'm not an alien okayh, or maybe a genetic modified human..i'm not that bad..whateva huda..better sit down and shut up now..:)

Hudanesz pondered at 11:07:00 AM

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* Friday, April 04, 2003 *

okeyh..as kimah said, "aku kalau nak rock kan, aku taip dlm bm jer..lagih cepat aku taip"..so, today's column huda will write in bm..cuber try test..teraser janggal la..macam pelik..yeah, memang tepat la satuh hari nih tak buat kerjer aper aper..pagi gi klas, pastuh gi kerjer, balik gi bacer yassin, pastuh lepak ngan kimah, layan minah nih kalau borak...takleyh stop..ader jer..memang 24/7 la..tuhla pasal..muler muler mmg ler tugas aku sebagai pengacau..tapi biler dier dah naik syeikh, tak ingat nyerla...bagus dapat housemate macam nih..tader ler aku bebel sorang sorang..takpon cakap ngan komputer...actually nyer nak share satuh citer klakar..nih pasal si najwa(ngumpat ngumpat)..she handed me her management course materials to me..so, kat buku tutorial tuh at the front page, she scribbled this wording that she got from somewhere.."a man is never ugly if u know how to look at him"..this happened maser last semester..then, yg klakarnyer, she handed the tutorial book to the tutor (his name: Adang Budiman, indonesian..)..tak notice yg wording tuh still ader kat buku tuh..then, when she got back the book, she realized that the tutor marked the wording right..bayangkanlah, we xpect tutor utk tanda bender bender akademik jer..but in this case, he's like sporting giler la..to najwa, watch out la lain kali kalau nak scribble bender yer..tapi kalau nak ingatkan balik, huda pon penah buat bender lawak..maser darjah 4, cikgu ADM namernyer Rohana Ali..but ntah macamaner ntah, tertulis namer kat buku tulis as 'Rohana Jalil'..by the way, rohana jalil tuh penyanyi top waktuh tuh..tuh tak sedar lagih tuh..maser dapat balik buku tuh, tgk cikgu crosskan namer jalil tuh tinggal 'ali' jer..pelik at first..salah ker namer sendiri..pastuh baru ler sedar..terbubuh namer penyanyi top rupernyer..jauh tak? cikgu adm dgn penyanyi..ish ish ish..

Hudanesz pondered at 12:32:00 AM

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* Tuesday, April 01, 2003 *

i feel sick..running nose+sore throat ..:( at last, i've uploaded the uqmsa's (malaysian students' association) webpage..after all the tedious work to make the page compatible with my uni's server (which doesn't support the latest features), i managed to get through it...so guys, check out the site..www.uq.net.au/uqmsa...have fun hating it!!
ps: the view of the site might be different depending on your windows version..for XP, it will consume 200% of the screen..i said it cause i experienced it!!

Hudanesz pondered at 10:48:00 PM

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