Hudanesz pondered at 6:57:00 PM

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* Wednesday, November 26, 2003 *

my day of arrival

been 2 years since i last came back to malaysia..a lot of changes i reckon back at home..my siblings had all grown up..tahira's sweeter,fatimah has become a lady,man's comeller and rounder,irsyad's more handsome n husna-cutest eva!..mom and dad macam biasa..comel sentiasa :) i missed them soo much that i shed some tears when seeing them at the airport on my arrival day..the feeling's just indescribable..

Hudanesz pondered at 7:04:00 PM

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* Wednesday, November 19, 2003 *

Last 10 nights of ramadhan

Alhamdulillah,sedar tak sedar dah masuk 10 hari terakhir kita berpuasa..Rasa macam sekejap sangat masa berlalu..Kelip kelip mata dah pagi..pejam kelip mata dah exam,kelip kelip mata lagih dah habih exam..kelip kelip yang seterusnya insyAllah huda dah ader kat Malaysia :) kelip kelip kelip kelip kelip kemudian ajal pon tiba..tak siapa tahu tak siapa yang beri warning..hanya Dia sajer yang tahu..I always wonder what's the ending of my life..macamana keadaan me maser mati nanti?senyum ker tidak?doanya dalam keadaan yang baik..aminn..tak dapat bayangkan kalau endingnya tak baik..nauzubillah..sangat sedih kalau bayangkan sebab raser macam sia sia hidup biler ending tak elok..ya Allah,kau hidupkanlah aku dengan iman dan matikanlah aku dengan iman..amin..

instinct kimah dan dol kater the night before yesterday was the lailatul qadar..me pon macam raser macam tuh jugak..tapi keadaan sekeliling dan raser instinct tuh kuat sangat untuk rasa yg lailatulqadar's on that nite..and maser subuh that nite, mendung sajer,hujan renyai renyai dan macam permai sangat..as kimah said "burung pon macam tak bising sangat"..tapi yerlah, aper sangat la judgement dan instinct manusia kan..kiter tak tahu aper aper..cumer pandai predict sajer..Allah yang tentukan..so,kiter tak tahu biler sebenarnyer exact lailatulqadar nite..remaining nites nih kiter cuber la untuk manfaatkan sebaik baik nya supaya kiter masih tak terlewat untuk dapatkan keberkatan lailatulqadar..teringat maser kalau kat rumah dulu dulu, my mom used to say something like this, "malam lailatulqadar nih kurangkan la tengok tv,baik kiter bykkan amalan"..reminiscing the old days, maser kecik kecik dulu mmg raser rebellious jugak kalau terpaksa tinggalkan bender bender best macam criter criter kat tv..biaserlakan,temptation tuh ader kat maner maner..actuallynyer bukan sajer kecik kecik,skarang pon samer..terutamernyer biler ader fab 5 ker, aussie idol ker..:P

Here are some tips on things we can do on the Night of Power, Lailatul Qadar and the time before and after it. This list is a summary of an insightful article on www.SoundVision.com.

let's together gether amalkan this dua for the remaining nights of ramadhan,
"Allahumma innaka `afuwwun tuhibbul `afwa fa` fu `annee"
Translation:O Allah, You are pardoning and You love to pardon, so pardon me.'

semoga dosa kita diampunkan,amin..

Hudanesz pondered at 4:31:00 PM

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* Monday, November 17, 2003 *

sometimes, i do think that freedom of speech is a no-no...

Hudanesz pondered at 5:49:00 PM

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* Wednesday, November 12, 2003 *

aaaaa!tak laratnyer..i got 92.5 for my tetris AVR project..i feel like fainting..yes, 3 minutes faint would be enuff..syukurnyer..we were struggling macam nak mati during the end of uni week just to finish the project..and to think that we have only one AVR (electric stuff connected to the computer) equipped lab in this whole uni for that subject,boy,that was a hassle..ooo i feel anticipated now!!

sedih when i read this article about allahyarhamah Teh Nannie Roshema Roslan..

me copying and pasting alina's greeting wishes in Utusan Online.heh,i was bluffed by ur name :P...thanks for the greeting!

Daripada: Syarifah Alina Hasni Syekh Al-Basmih, alina_hasni@hotmail.com

Kepada: Semua bekas pelajar Sekolah Menengah Sains Pasir Puteh 1998-2000 [3 Balqis 00 and dorm C1-1];esp Wan Hazni Tn Aziz, Yanti,Mokku,Lisa,Iznee,Dini,Hezlin,Fidah,Kak Jue,Kak Wan..bla bla..Semua budak-budak debate HKSBP 99-00; esp Kak Lin [KUSSES],Huda[STF],<--that's me!!Ratna[Machang] and bla bla..Semua member di Bdr Baru Bangi; esp Iza, Ina,Nad, Humairah Yaziz,Kopi,Pendek etc and ex-6 Cekals 97..Member2 sekarang di Lufbrer; Kak Farah, Aem,Angah,Kak Mazrah,Kak Lina Mydin,and bla bla...Member di Dublin..err Zaahirah [ucd], Sarah [tcd] and Ana [acd] and alan aber [abc]...emm thats it.Oh yes, member best kat tuition MARA, Sakina Hussein ex-ssp [now a-level medic]..and blog buddies all around the world [pakdi,faren,adlina,wanzu,huda,alang,zidni,akhi..and so on..]okehs., All around da world..

Ucapan: Selamat hari raya dan maaf zahir batin to all!!I wish you lot all the best in life and thanks for all your support.Do hantar kad raya..hihi.Okey Wassalam.

Syarifah Alina Hasni Syekh Al-Basmih,
Pelajar Burleigh College,Lufbra,
Jurusan errr..A-LEVELS?
Tajaan MAPA SDN. BHD.
Wassalam.

Hudanesz pondered at 10:25:00 AM

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* Tuesday, November 11, 2003 *

"focus on your exam ya,then u can have a long 3-months rest afterward"- mom,2003 <--couldn't remember the right way of referencing :P

Hudanesz pondered at 11:03:00 PM

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* Monday, November 10, 2003 *

Is There Really a Prince Charming?-Part 3

And each time her sons saw Eric they brightened like the sun and stars in the sky. She had never seen them so happy. Her heart twitched as though it were being strummed. She began to fall in love.

She didn't know if Eric felt the same until they left work together one evening and took a stroll out on a pier above the Pacific Ocean. He signed to her that he was in love and wanted to marry. Marianne's heart danced with joy.

The couple moved into a small town and opened up a thriving insurance business. They had two more children, Casey and Katie, neither of whom were born deaf, but both learned sign language before the age of five.

And at the happiest moments of her life, Marianne would wake up in the middle of the night, her ear burning in pain, and begin to sob. Her behavior was inexplicable because she couldn't think of a time when she felt more loved or happy.

Eric would run his hands across her hair, hold her chin and ask her what was wrong. All she could say was: "I don't know. I don't know." He held her for a long while. Weeks went by and Marianne continued to wake up sobbing.

Then, like a lightning bolt, she woke up knowing the answer.
She cried to Eric, her "knight in shining armor," that she wasn't doing enough to help deaf children in the world. She was supposed to help them find their place in society. She was supposed to teach the world how to communicate with these children.

Eric wrapped his arms around her and said: "Let's do it."

Together they formed Hands Across America- "It Starts with You"-an organization that encourages the public to learn sign language and has started making educational videos that use both deaf and hearing children together.

So if you ever have a chance to talk with Marianne and ask her if there is any truth to fairy tales like Cinderella and Snow White, she'll probably say she's learned a lot about such stories in her lifetime.
She's likely to say: "There sure are a lot of Prince Clods out there. But there sure are some Prince Charmings, and there are really a lot of Cinderellas, too."

Diana Chapman

Is There Really a Prince Charming? Reprinted by permission of Diana Chapman. ? 1998 Diana Chapman

ps:moral of the story-choose ur prince charming carefully :)

Hudanesz pondered at 9:46:00 AM

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* Sunday, November 09, 2003 *

Is There Really a Prince Charming?-Part 2

He left that to her. She learned sign language as quickly as possible. Her husband wasn't interested. When he talked to the boys, he treated them like they were dogs, patting them on the head, barking out a word or two.

She took her sons to her husband's parents' house. His parents ignored the kids.

She took her sons shopping. Clerks gasped when her sons made grunting sounds. And now, she knew about the other women. Sometimes her husband didn't bother to come home. Her friends quit calling her and Marianne felt a biting loneliness.

The stress and the loneliness began to destroy Marianne. She sucked down alcohol like it was water. She fed and clothed her sons, put them to bed, but refused to leave her home. She thought about slashing her wrists.

"Imagine, when your friends and your own family don't bother to want to learn to communicate with your sons," she explained. "You don't have to know sign language. Kindness is a language. We all understand it. When you see a child like this, don't act shocked. Don't gasp and walk away. The message you send to a child is: 'My God, you are a freak.' Reach out your hand and smile."

Smiles, hugs and kisses are what saved Marianne's life. Lance and Loren's eyes were pools of adoration and love-a true love. The type Marianne had never experienced in her life.

It became apparent to Marianne that she could squander her own life away with alcohol and panic attacks, but she couldn't waste her sons' lives like this. She buckled down and went back to school to earn a high school degree. She got a job with an insurance firm and saved her pennies.

The better she felt about herself, the prouder she grew of Loren and Lance. She started bringing them to visit with her coworkers, who showered them with kindness. It was time for her and her boys to leave their house, cut ties with the father and move on with their lives.

One day, her sons came with her to work, and when she walked into the office of the insurance manager, a man named Eric, she found Loren sitting on his lap. Eric looked up at her, and the skies began to tumble. He said these simple words: "I feel like an idiot. I'd love to talk with your son. Do you know where I could go learn sign language?"
Marianne thought she would faint. Not a soul had ever asked her before if they could learn to communicate with her sons. She was shaking inside as she explained to Eric that if he was really interested, she knew where he could learn. It seemed better not to believe him, but he showed quickly he wasn't kidding when he enrolled in the class and began to sign words of hello to her in a few days.

When the kids came in, he took them for walks along the pier near their office. Often she went along and watched Eric, who was becoming a master of sign language, talk and laugh with her boys as no one else had before.

Hudanesz pondered at 1:38:00 PM

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* Saturday, November 08, 2003 *

Is There Really a Prince Charming?-Part 1

A lot of girls grow up thinking that a Prince Charming roams the skies and the plains just waiting for that special moment to zoom into their lives, snatch them up and carry them away from a world of shrouded gloom to one of white, wedded bliss.

When girls flower into womanhood, they are always a bit shocked to discover they are Cinderella or Snow White, and the man they thought was Prince Charming really turned out to be Prince Clod.

Marianne had lived a life like Cinderella, sweeping parking lots for a dollar at age eight, trying to provide for herself and her baby brothers as her mother lived daily tackling a mental illness. When she had just passed her teen years, she met the man she thought was her Prince Charming.

She met him where she was a waitress, and he enthralled her. A musician with a successful band, he seemed to have the widest, most endearing eyes when he spotted her. And why not? She looked as sweet as Cinderella, blonde-brown curls, emerald green eyes and a face that echoed of innocence and love, which was really the look of an awestruck teenager.

All Marianne could think was: He loves me. He loves me. He loves me.
And this was true at the time. With the speed of a stallion, the man grabbed her up in his arms and carried her off to marriage. Everything was perfect as far as Marianne was concerned. She had a nice home and enjoyed watching her husband play in his band. She felt loved and adored for the first time in her life. Move over Snow White. Here she comes. And she was about to have a baby.

She didn't know about the other women.

The two were also ill-fated in another way. They had not only wedded each other, but they wedded their recessive genes. When her first son, Loren, arrived, Marianne knew something was wrong. He didn't respond to sound. For a year, Marianne struggled and consulted with doctors who told her nothing was wrong.

But finally a specialist announced that Loren was deaf and that there was nothing she could do. She sobbed for the first two years of Loren's life while her husband kept saying that their son was just fine.
Doctors assured them that another child wouldn't suffer such misfortune. But when Lance was born, they soon learned the newborn was deaf, too.

The walls of their already strained marriage, which stood on a young girl's fairy-tale dreams, cracked, but they caved in when Marianne grew angry that her husband didn't want to learn to communicate with his two sons.

Hudanesz pondered at 1:11:00 PM

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* Thursday, November 06, 2003 *

How do you feel when you're this close(showing 'little' sign on my finger) to the exam yet u get this kind of response on the computer screen?mmm,not helping at all..

Instant Quiz Results

# of questions you got right: 0 out of 6

The questions you got wrong: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

Grade in percentage: 0.00

Hudanesz pondered at 11:28:00 PM

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VACATION EMPLOYMENT

QSuper is a superannuation fund for employees of Queensland Government departments, authorities, and enterprises. With around $10 billion in funds under management and almost 400,000 members, QSuper is the largest superannuation fund in Queensland and one of the largest funds in Australia.

The administrator of the QSuper fund is seeking the services of an enthusiastic student for a period of up to 3 months within the "Investment Services" team. The role will primarily involve office administration but may offer opportunities to participate in portfolio performance monitoring functions and unit pricing.

Candidates should possess the following attributes:

- good organisational skills;
- solid computer skills (Word and Excel); and
- enjoy a team environment.

1st and 2nd year finance, commerce or business students who are looking to gain some office experience are encouraged to apply. The rate of pay will be consistent with a government pay scale classification of A02 ($28,651 - $35,583 per annum plus superannuation).

To apply for this position, please attach a copy of your curriculum vitae along with a covering letter and email applications to cathy.johnston@qsuper.qld.gov.au.

Applications close 14 November 2003.

Hudanesz pondered at 9:32:00 PM

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* Tuesday, November 04, 2003 *

COMING SOON TO YOUR NEAREST CINEMA

THE LONG AWAITED SEQUEL OF PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN

"The best Quentin Tarentino's movie ever"-New York Times
"Ini cirita manyak bagus,sama dengan itu storm raiders"-Nanyang Siau Pau
"Amboi movie ini best betul sampai tak terhafal sifir-sifir saya"-Siti Sifir
"The most fashionable pirates i've ever seen. And the transgender pirate with the yellow wig,he/she's such a hottie. Are u still single?"-Carson,FAB FIVE

-Najwa AlCoyote Alfalafel Donerkebabun-Bahyeah layola AlParsi-Keema Papaya alCapucino-Whodarz Woppa Di Cabonara-a movie directed by QUENTIN TARENTINO-produced by YUSOF SAHLAM

Hudanesz pondered at 1:35:00 AM

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* Sunday, November 02, 2003 *

selamat berjuang

selamat berjuang to everyone especially for the coming exams and also future endeavours!a special dedication to stf 9600 girls who were madly in love with this song.tears in my eyes~~

Hudanesz pondered at 11:45:00 AM

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* Saturday, November 01, 2003 *

++huda's exams timetable++

14th november-COMM 1102
15th november-COMP 2502
18th november-COMP 2302
21st november-ECON 1310

Hudanesz pondered at 2:54:00 PM

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can someone please threat to set my clothes on fire if i don't do my laundry?
that kinda help would be very much appreciated.thanx.

Hudanesz pondered at 12:59:00 AM

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